Famous People

Andy Biersack

He wanted to start an army against society.

He loves helping kids who listen to his music.

His words fly through my mind like butterflies.

Kellin Quinn

He wanted to fix the broken hearts.

He just wants to save lives like superman.

He put his family first before fans.

Gerard Way

He quit his band which was the end of MCR.

He is making a come back for a single project.

He is the sass queen of the world.

Courtney G.

She has been my friend since preschool.

She stood up for me and helps me learn better in 1st grade.

She moved away and it feels weird without her.

Haylee S.

She was my first friend in Hamburg.

We were best friends, and she didn’t judge me.

She was there for me anytime.

Zachary R

I know, he turned into a monster.

He’s not the brother that I once knew.

He is never home and is breaking the family apart.

Chris R.

My father Christopher is being bullied by my brother.

He getting tired of having Zach home so much.

I don’t want Zach hurting our father.

Joyce R.

She adopted my father because his real parents were 18 years old.

She raised him like one of her own children.

Joyce’s husband die when my father was 16 year old.

Christina S.

She sometime doesn’t accept myself.

She says I’m too annoying being myself.

I wish she accepted that I don’t care.

Hailey V.

I met her at the hospital.

We got along great and we both were shy at new places.

I met her clan A.K.A her family.

Alexis

She very smart and beautiful.

She knows where the stuff is at in the office.

She was always hungry, but really skinny.

Grace

When I went in the hospital,

She would come up to me and hang with me alot.

She would make me laugh a lot.

Sandy

She told me about her when I walk in.

She tells me about her pet rats.

I want to pet them so bad.

Desira

Desira was shy and didn’t eat much.

She want to make small food.

She taught me how to make a small cake out of bread.

Jacob M.

He is my new friend and I met him in texas.

He has a pet corn snake and it’s awesome watching it eat mice.

I got to pet the snake and hold it.

Rainbow

Rainbows can be used for gay rights.

Rainbows may have a pot of gold at the end.

Rainbow is my spirit color because it colorful like me.

Autumn

My screamo buddy and Christmas color buddies.

She loves the same type of music as me.

We make jokes of our self and laugh.

Starr

KKK looking for her with her straitjacket.

She broke out when she was seven years old.

She don’t wanna be found.

Josie

She’s a bubble with her anime and fan fictions.

We watch Black Butler and AOT together.

She get serious when someone like Levi.

Trinity

She is strong and doesn't care what people say.

We help each other in math a lot.

I’m the one who got Chris and Trinity together.

Madison R.

She fangirls about a lot of things.

She doesn't like doing homework because she’s too cool.

She’s very flexible because she use to do gymnastic.

∞Lush Forever∞

Youtube

I remember when you made your first video;

It made me feel happy and grateful,

I waited for you to make more videos.

Matthew Lush

I remember your first boyfriend on your youtube channel;

You were so happy and in love with him,

When you two split up that broke my spirit seeing you sad.

Self Harm Video

You made a video about your war against yourself,

I was inspired by you to stand up for myself.

When you were crying in that video, it made me cry too.

When You Introduce Youtube to Nick

We loved that you had a crush on Nick Laws.

We loved seeing you happy;

We were afraid seeing you get hurt.

When You started a Channel named Lush

When you created Lush, we knew something was going on.

Then when you put out your first video and show your boyfriend Nick.

We knew you guys were dating.

Telling Us How You Guys Met

When you told us how romantic you guys met in person for the first time,

It melted all the Lusher’s hearts.

We love seeing the happy side of you.

From There On

We were both pleased and happy you found someone,

We loved all your videos with Nick;

We Lush you guys so much.

It has Been a Year

It has been a year since you and Nick have been together,

We were excited for your anniversary;

We couldn't wait for that video to come on.

Traveling

We were mostly out rage with excitement for you guys to come to different states,

Most of us always wanted to meet you;

We all wanted to hug your face.

Your Story of Coming Out

You told us how your mom acted when you told her you were gay,

It broke my heart that your mother acted that way.

I’m happy she overcame herself and acted like adult.

The Puppy

I was happy you and Nick got a puppy,

You said “This puppy will be our child for now”;

I was so delighted to see this small family.

The Break

When I heard that you and Nick been fighting and on a break,

I cried all night hoping for nothing bad.

I was hoping everything will be okay.

The Accident

When You told us about your brother, sister, and the break;

I didn’t want all that stress to be put on you.

I was praying you were okay.

The Thought

I saw the video about committing suicide,

I didn’t think you did, but  I saw your face and I was happy you didn’t.

The thought got to me and I was crying.

My Idol

Matthew Lush is my Idol, who inspired me to stand up.

He inspires me to not let the judge get to me,

I saw him in pain and it broke me in half.

I Hope

I hope Matthew is okay and everything gets better.

I was hoping everything will go right for him;

I was hoping he will still be alive.

I Miss

I miss Matthew being happy so much.

The Lusher's miss him being happy too.

We Promise he will always be our GayGod.

We are happy

We are happy you're getting help Matthew Lush.

We love seeing you smile and focus on friends and family.

We’re just very pleased that you are you again.

Without You

Without you I wouldn’t be so strong right now.

Your our hero and our warrior.

You fought through the darkness for us.

Update on You

I’m gonna read your tweets and watch your youtube videos.

I want to see how our warrior is doing.

I want to hug you and pet your rainbow hair.

Almost Done

I’m almost done with this.

You now know about Matthew Lush.

I don’t care if you don’t like him because all I know is that he is always with us.

Lush Army

We are the soldiers, so please be proud of us.

We are the wounded and scarred warriors.

Our spirit for Matthew Lush can never be destroy.

Stand on Our Ground

We stand like soldiers and won't move an inch.

We have our braveness with us.

We all work together and forever.

Dear Matthew,

We will always love you and cherish you.

When it is your time, we will remember you.

We will always defend your spirit no matter where it is.

He is Our God

Matthew, you're god to us.

We obey your orders and continue to fangirl over you.

Don’t leave us weak and wounded.

I Don't Know Anymore

Depression

Depression is a sadness,

Sometimes it can’t be cured,

It might drive people insane.

Voices

Voices in my head are screaming,

Screaming my name,

Saying it’s a warning.

Demons

I see their dark shadows following me,

They are chasing me from room to room,

I can’t hide, because they will always find me.

People say

People say too forget the sadness and pain,

How could I if the words follows me everywhere,

It’s sinking in my skin like it is acid.

No feelings

I feel numb without feelings,

I have no emotion, but a straight face on,

I fake my smile everyday.

Thinking at Night

I lay awake at night thinking about my life,

I think about the names they call me,

I start to think how could I make myself perfect.

Darkness

Darkness comforts me,

I can feel the demons watching me sleep,

whispering in my ear.

Rain

Rain is the perfect day for me,

I can go outside and look at the grey depressing sky,

I can look outside and think about my life.

Understanding

People say they understand my pain,

They lie to my face everyday saying they know what to do,

They say to think about good things, but the good things turn into bad memories.

Crying

Tears running down my face,

I can’t stop them from going down my face,

They stop when my mother calls me down stairs.

Happiness

I can't feel happiness anymore,

I miss being happy,

I know, That if I’m happy I'll be hurt again.

Caring

I could careless about myself,

I don't care about anyone or anything,

I wouldn't care if I die one day.

Black

Black the color I see in my head now,

I only see black and white for memories,

I like the dark depressing colors.

Names

People calling me names everyday,

They don't know how the names could wound me,

They thought I would forget, but it’s a scar in my memory.

Parents

Parents screaming or yelling at you,

It’s just telling us how much we mess up,

We know it’s not wrong, because it helps us from suffering,

Alone

You know you're alone forever,

Why not just put on a fake smile,

Say everything’s fine everyday.

Fake Smile

It’s like a mask everyday,

I'm putting on a lot of makeup,

I'm doing this so everyone won’t notice my pain.

Happy Thing in Life

Realize

I have great friends,

I have an okay school,

I have my best friend Fishy aka Brayden.

Life

Depression kinda like a video game,

It the boss level if you can beat that you can beat anything in life,

Don’t put game over.

Joey

He my best friend for life,

We been friend for eight months,

He been there for me through thick and thin.

Autumn
She been my friend through the year,

I don’t think I would’ve gone this far without Autumn here,

She will always and forever be my best friend.

Anthony

He my  best friend I couldn’t have ask for,

He knows when Autumn lying,

which is all the time.

Hot Topic

Hot Topic the best store for me,

Have everything I love in there,

It heaven for me, because I want to buy the whole store.